I don’t know how I feel, or how to feel. My life is saying “hell, NO” pretty consistently right now.
In the past, when I’ve run up against roadblock after roadblock, I’ve eventually succumbed to the truth, that something is not well in the state of Denmark.
Down the list:
Marriage – pretty ok
Finances – sucky
Body – as ok as it’s possible to feel when you’re dependent on five meds to function
Career path – beginning to feel like maybe wrong, because nothing’s gone really right in about a year. Yet, I’m not qualified to do anything else.
Is there anything else to ask about? Right now I don’t feel like there is.
I’m pretty empty.