Poor Butterfly*

Although my camel coat was 2 sizes large, I hugged it tightly around my chest on the way into the thrift shop for my date at the opera.

The suit I found was green boucle, a froth of fibers with 3/4 sleeves and an A-line skirt. While listening to my Sarah Vaughan CD, I pinned the sides of the 20-year-old skirt into a pencil shape. Thankful there was no lining, I sewed the seams up to the zipper and then made a camellia-shaped flower pin from the scraps. Then I washed some underwear and hose in the sink.

I had peanut butter and Saltines before Peter came to pick me up. He asked where to go for drinks. Knowing that I would be expected to pay, I brought out two beers. Then we set out into the chilly January evening for Madame Butterfly.

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After the performance, Peter said he would probably spend the Spring studying in London. When I asked when he’d return, he added that he might spend Summer there as well. That night, I let him stay, and he left without a sound early the next morning. I waited the next six months with no letter or call.

*Song by Sarah Vaughan

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